Depraved Devil

11:52am: So... Six Flags in NJ rocked. I rode most of the roller coasters and a few other things. I rode the tallest fastest rollercoaster, called Kingda Ka. 456 feet tall, launches you to 128MPH. You go straight up and then straight down again.

Here's a pic of the hill from standing in line for 1.5 hours... it's twisty, too!

I went on the Great American Scream Machine, The Twister, Houdini's Great Escape, Batman and Robin, Superman Ultimate Flight, Medusa, and Stuntman's Free Fall. I fucking love roller coasters!

Here are pics from the hat shop:
Rachel and Monica pimpin', yo!
Phil in his fuzzy green/blue thing
Katie and Moosh (in the hot dog hat!
Rachel with the unicorn hat, Monica with the bunny hat
Monica, Katie, and Moosh (whose hat has birthday candles!
Moosh the Martian

Aaaahh I love the "Fun with hats" sessions at amusement parks. I also watched everyone play games for awhile. Monica won a little monkey. Rachel won a pussy cat for Katie. Monica then won a GIANT frog for Rachel. Here's a pic of Rachel and her Giant Frog, which is being humped by Monica's monkey. Oh yeah.

We left around 8:30, drank beer and mixed drinks on the way home. Stopped for some food. Made it back around 11:30, said goodbyes and I ended up in bed around midnight. Early for me, but then getting up at 6:30AM for the trip was really early, too. Worth it though. I had a great time!

1:35am: Today I slept late. AGAIN. Woke up and went out to breakfast with my Mom and Bob. Went over to the jewelry store and got a few little sparkly things. Came home. Napped AGAIN. Woke up and watched Garden State. AGAIN. bobbyboy183 came over with geekwad1986. apprezzarevita showed up and we watched QAF. apprezzarevita snuggled with me on the couch. Episode was THE SUCK! Watched the "Circumcision" Episode of Penn and Teller's show Bullshit. Funny and fasincating.

Came downstairs for the weekly wrestle/chat/grope session. Snuggled bobbyboy183. Gah. I am all girly lately with the snuggling and stuff. Oh well. Was fun. Arm wrestled him and totally won(!). apprezzarevita left, after promising me lunch tomorrow. ;p

Hung out and chatted about positions, orgasms, friction, road head, making out, tounge piercings, other piercings, gay sex, straight sex, anal sex, blow jobs, marathon sex, hair pulling, ears, necks, hickeys, and prolly a few other things with bobbyboy183 and geekwad1986 till they left around 1AM or so. Was fun. Not looking forward to work tomorrow, but when am I, really?

6:34pm: Sunday 072405 I vegged around and then apprezzarevita and geekwad1986 and Tony and Jim came over to watch QAF. Was a good episode.

Monday 072505 I played on my comp and then worked. Went to Josie's bar after work and had a drink.

Tuesday 072605 I worked and then I had drama. I watched Rock n Roll High School at Josie's house. It was so cheesy. I liked it. Then after that, more drama.

Wednesday 072705 I stopped by karaoke after work. Had a drink, saw all the homos. Stopped by Josie's bar to drop off some stuff I had ordered. Had a drink there.

Thursday I worked an early shift so I could hit Dragonfly w/ hlfpnt and faerilfae. Brian and Thug also came out. It was a blast. Great stuff. Hit Eat n Park with the 4 of them and then took them home, came home and crashed myself.

Friday I worked at 11:30, which hurt, after Thursday night. Met bobbyboy183 for a drink at the Berry after work. Had one drink at Stallions, said hi to everyone and then went over to Morgan's place. Hung out with him and Derek. Drank a bunch and watched some movies. More people came over. Then they all left. Got home around 7 AM.

Saturday 073005 I slept all fucking day. I wanted to go downtown to Pride, but I was just fucking exhausted. I watched some movies here and slept. Slept some more. Woke up around 6 or so. Got showered and picked pancaque up. Went for sushi. Went back to his house and we chatted for awhile. Wasn't feeling the best and decided not to go downtown to Stallions. Came home around 11:30 and chilled out at home.

11:16am: Saturday night I headed over to Mechanicsburg around 9 or so. Derek and his friend Jay were throwing a party at Jay's place. He happens to be perfectly located in a spot where there are no houses around and the nearby businesses are closed. I get there, start drinking. Carolyn shows up and I haven't seen her in ages. Cool girl. We had a good time. Norm and Top and Brian and Cliffy and some crazy Canadian girl and these 2 Russian guys and a whole ton of other people showed up. It was a MOTHER FUCKIN' HOOTENANNY!

I brought a bottle of tequila. There was also a keg, a few cases of beer. Some weird mixed drink things. Bottles of Jack. Bottles of Captain Morgan Tattoo. A bottle of butterschapps. There was a beer bong, beer pong, and keg stands. There was jenga. (I won! Woots!!!) I drank some, smoked some, chatted some, babysat some.

I spent some time talking to Carolyn and to Greg, who is from Siberia. I spent some time talking to Brian and Top. I spent some time talking to McCall. I did not spend much time talking to Derek because I couldn't find him most of the evening. I met Derek's sister. I spent some time at the end of the night, teasing the poor wasted Canadian girl. (Do they have *CARS* in Canada?, Do they have *STREETSIGNS* in Canada?, Do they have *MAPS* in Canada?, Do they have *SEX* in Canada?, Do they have *S&M* in Canada?, Do they have *DONKEY PUNCHES* in Canada?) Aaahh she was fun.

Cliffy yakked. Poor baby. Jay got wasted and passed out in the bathroom. The ONLY bathroom. For 2 hours or so. A windshield was broken. Boys ran around on the tops of trucks. People passed out in cars. People passed out on the sidewalk. Kate got wasted and lost her shoes. I found them. She was quite excited about it. I made a pipe out of aluminum foil. I MAKE THE BEST MAKESHIFT PIPES EVARS!!!!

No one had been arrested by the time I left, which was around 4:30AM. I had a motherfuckin BLAST, yo!

7:18pm: Thursday I left work a little early and went over to Dragonfly to meet hlfpnt and faerilfae. We caught the last few songs of the first band, called Planeside. I liked what I heard. Wish they didn't start so fucking early. Bo Bim was the second band and I liked em. I'd see both bands again, if they play locally more.

I was pretty buzzed. Joshua at the show and was looking at me like I was retarded, so I eithe a) am retarded or b) wasn't making any sense cause I was drunk. Whatever. Met sinnymaker, who is friends w/ cyberpunkgrrl and moved back here from London. She seems really nice.

After the bar, we went to Eat n Park and sat and talked. I love having convos with the girls. They both hold intelligent conversations and have interesting views and lots to say. I kinda missed that for a long time, cept with Phillippee.

Friday night, I went over to Josie's bar and my Mom met me and we had drinks. Then we rented movies. Watched Hide and Seek. Was ok. I guess. Rented Shelter Island. That sucked my balls!

Yesterday I ran errands and then vegged. Went to a party in Mechanicsburg... holy crap. It was a flippin hootenany!!! More details on that to come....

9:50am: Wednesday I found out that Tony got promoted and so I met bobbyboy183 and aprezarrevita and Tony and Jim up at Stallions to have a few drinks and celebrate. It was really fun. Good to see lots of people that I haven't in a few weeks and get lots of leg humps. I'd say that a good time was had by all!!

11:12am: Monday night I stopped by Josie's bar after work. I am not going in there alone anymore. I swear I am a fucking freak magnet and scary old guys talk to me. Drunk ones. It's really annoying. I don't remember this guys name, but he was just aggravating. I try not to be bitchy because people just want to talk or whatever. But when I am sober, drunk people piss me off. People that lean close to talk to me piss me off. Josie's bar is not that loud. Out of my personal space! At the end of the night he mumbled that I was pretty and ran off.

Tuesday I picked Phillippee up and we went to lunch over at Lisa's cafe. I love that place. After lunch, we went to Borders so he could get the new Harry Potter book. I got:
How to be Good - Nick Hornby (THIS should be useful. ;p Teasing. It's a novel, not a how-to for redheaded shrews)
Fluke - Christopher Moore
Slaughterhouse Five - Vonnegut
Siddhartha - Herman Hesse

They were buy 3 get one free!!!!! Siddhartha is one of my fave books of all time. It's fucking brilliant. I am always loaning out my copies and only sometimes getting them back. And I wanted Phillip to read it, so I just gave the new one to him. I hope he likes it. If anyone sees this and wants to read it, I will buy you a copy or send you one of mine. It's such a great book. Just hit my userinfo under depravedangel and mail me.

My Amy Hempel books arrived last week, so I have been reading them. She's amazing. I want to crawl into her brain and pick around in there.

Work was good. Stopped into Josie's bar for a second after work b/c Dirty Egyptian #2 was there. But he was on his way out, and Dirty Egyptian #1 came in and they left. I left and Phillippe came over and we watched an old QAF that he had missed. Then I read some Amy Hempel and slept very soundly. :)

12:36pm: Friday I went to Josie's bar after work. Hung out for awhile, but wasn't feeling very perky, so I didn't stay all night.

Saturday Josie went with me to get my hair did ($5 + a taco salad). Woots! Then we went to Applebee's for lunch and a drink. Then we came home and napped and got ready to go out. Went over to Angie's around 10 or so and hung out. Zero Gravity played and they were good. Did too many covers and not enough original stuff. But I still had fun. Some of the guys from the bar were there and Becky was there. So it was a good time. Came back here and watched a movie.

Sunday we didn't make it to Hersheypark b/c it looked like it was going to rain all day. It did not, in fact, rain all day. Dammit. I napped and lay around and vegged. Did some laundry and stuff. bobbyboy183 called me around 3:30 and wanted to go see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. He picked geekwad1986 up and then came and got me and we went to the 5:15 showing. It was good. I liked it. But I liked the original way better. WAY better. Now I have to read the book. After that, we went to Wal mart and I made the boys shop for makeup, hair product, and camis with me. Poor boys. Then we went to Sheetz, got some food, came back here and watched Pimp my Ride. That show is freakin awesome. Love Xzibit. Then I did my dishes and laundry and the boys watched the Surreal Life. I fucking hate reality tv. Ugh. Then we watched QAF and were so depressed after that we had a huge orgy in my bed. Actually, it was just a pillow fight, but you get the idea. They left, I crashed.

Today I start my new shift from 3:30PM- Midnight, so I woke up and went to breakfast w/ my Mom. Went over to see my aunt for awhile. Sat and read the paper. Was fun. I think I am gonna go take a little nap before I have to go in. If I am not too tired on the first day of this shift, I may stop by Josie's bar after work.

9:37am: Last night was hellafun. I picked up faerilfae and hlfpnt after work and, after I met their new kitten (of cuteness), we went to Riverside for some dinner. As such, I have half a pretzel sammich for lunch today. Yum.
After dinner, it was almost 10, so we went straight over to Dragonfly. The show was in the downstairs area. It's awesome. Black floors and paintings all over the walls. I liked it. Tiny stage, though. Bon Fuhrer played first. They were actually pretty funny with their hitler-esque costumes. The music was pretty good, too. I thought their use of an electric hand mixer on stage was rather inspired. I'd see them again as they were FUN.
I saw a few people I knew and said hi.
Second to play was the DCB Band. They came out to the Star Spangled Banner, looking like rednecks, with sparklers and dildos hanging out their zippers. They get an "A" for presentation. I liked some of their songs, but they weren't really my thing. More headbanger music, which is ok, but I'm not as into that kinda thing. I might see them again if they were playing with other bands that I like, but I wouldn't go out of my way to see just them.
Took the girls home after, came home myself, wanked and crashed. A most excellent evening.
Tonight... Jager Bombs with Josie's Mom!!!! Woots!!!!

COOOOOOOOKKKKIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

9:45am: Motherfucking bloody hell. I just keyboard closed my browser and lost my whole fucking post. Dammit.

070605 Phillippe sucks and we did not hang out. But I prolly still love him.

070705 No idea.

070805 Went to Josie's bar and had a drink. Went to pancaque's house and hung out with him, bobbyboy183 and Chad for awhile. Watched some cheesy VH1 countdown of the most awesomely bad love songs ever. Was hilarious. The boys were going to a strip show at Stallions and I didn't want to go there, so I went back to Josie's bar when they left. Josie's Mom and brother were there. Dirty Egyptian 1 came out with a friend from work. We hung out, talked, drank, laughed. Came back here and smoked. Passed out. Was a blast!

070905 Vegged around the house. Was going to go out and decided against it. Met Phillip at his place when he got off work. Tony and Jim came over and we sat on the deck awhile and drank a few and talked. Was beautiful out, and I enjoyed it.

071005 Sunday I ran errands with my Mom and then vegged. bobbyboy183 and geekwad1986 came over and watched QAF. Piled on my bed after and talked and acted stupid. I love Sundays with the homos.

071105 Stopped by Josie's bar after work and Dirty Egyptian 2 came out and had a few drinks. Played poker on his phone and stuff. Ed and his crew were there talking about the next big party next month. Can't wait.

071205 Worked and went to Josie's house after for girl's night, cept there were no other girls. Hung out with her and Joshua. We got trashed and smoked some and tried to watch "Saw" and that did not work at ALL. I think I knew the meaning of life for about 5 minutes. I remember being very philosophical and talking WAY too much. Deceided that there was no way I'd make it to work Weds, so I called off at midnight. I had so much fun and ended up passing out on the futon.

071305 Woke up with the worst stomach ache ever. Lay around, ate a croissant. Came home, showered and decided I didn't want to use time to take the whole day off as it was humid as fuck and I couldn't just lay around in the backyard, watch the fish, and think. It was an indoors, A/C kinda day. Went to work around 1:30 and finished the day. Stopped by Josie's bar after work. Phillipe met me and we had a few drinks and some dinner. He left to go to Stallions, so I sat and talked to Chad for awhile. Philippee came back and we talked some and then I came home and got my ass to bed.

Tonight I am supposed to go see bands at Dragonfly with Monica and Rachel. Should be fun. I miss live bands so much. No one ever wants to check them out with me anymore. *sigh* But tonight will rock!

No time to edit this now. Typos/errors are entirely possible.

9:07am: Monday 070405, I got home from Ed's party around 12 or 1 and then vegged around the yard all day. Rented some movies. Saw "Without a Paddle" and "Infection". Read some of "Haunted" by Palahniuk. Watched the fishies swim around. I couldn't have been lazier if I tried...

Tuesday 070505, I was supposed to go to girls night, but it got cancelled at the last minute. Didn't really have time to make other plans, so I came home, played on the comp, watched "Diary of a Mad Black Woman" and read some more of "Haunted"

Hopefully Phillip will get back from the beach early enough this evening and we can go hang out awhile. I miss my little Phillippe....

11:10pm: Yesterday I went with Josie and Joshua and Jolynn and Barbie to Ed's place in Duncannon. Never been there before. Never met Ed before. It was the best 4th of July ever! Holy crap. Ed's place is in BFE. On a river. With a huge backyard and boats and a cannon and such. We, and about 50 of Ed's closest friends, set up shop on his lawn. Chris B. and Noble also showed up. Everyone was eating and drinking and chatting. Horseshoes was played. Shots were downed, beer was consumed on a massive level.
I met a bunch of cool people. We lounged around and got buzzed off tequila. Smoked some and got more buzzed. A truck came and delivered a shitload of fireworks. Once it was dark, Ed set them all up on a big picnic table and we had at least 30 minutes of huge sky fireworks. They were awesome. And there wasn't a bad seat in the place. I was the closest I'd ever been to a display.
We talked and laughed and walked around barefoot. Eventually when it got late, we set up a sleeping area outside and slept under the stars. You shoulda seen all the shooting stars (fireflies) that Josie counted last night. ;p
I was freezing b/c I have no sleeping bag and I thought we were sleeping inside. But it was ok. Woke up slowly, cleaned up, packed up, hung out with Ed awhile and left. It's about 45 minutes away and was well-worth the drive. I can't even say how much fun I had. The weather was perfect, everyone was happy and having a blast. I fucking loved it.
We had breakfast and I loaded up my car and came home. Ed has invited us out to his birthday bash in October. If it is at all possible, I am definitely going...

10:49pm: Tuesday 062805, zdraco came over. I made pasta and we watched Sky Captain and the World of Tomorrow. It was not as bad as I thought it would be. Is it just me or is Gwyneth Paltrow just fucking insipid sometimes????

Weds 062905 I think I just came home after work.

Thurs 063005 I went to Josie's bar after work. Hung out for awhile and came home.

Fri 070105 I stayed in and watched tv with the pups.

Sat 070205 I lay around in the back yard near the pond most of the day. The NJ fam was in town so we went to lunch at Duke's. Came home, vegged, and they came over and we barbecued. Then I met Josie up at the Paxtang Grill. Talked to crazy tattooed boys. Got exceptionally aggravated by the other bartender. Sobered up and came home.

Sunday 070305 Woke up and made apologies, as appropriate, for being bitchy the night before. Did some laundry, saw the NJ fam to say goodbye. Packed up all my stuff and met Josie and Josh and Jolynn and Barbie at the Paxtang Grill. Packed up all our stuff and went to the best 4th of July party EVER!

9:42am: The overview...

Weds 062205 Went out with faerilfae. We hit Eat n Park and had some food. Then we went to Josie's bar and sat and had a few drinks. Went over to Stallions to say hi to hlfpnt and then home. I had a blast.

Thurs 062305 I took the day off because I was depressed about Terry. Phillipe and I went to lunch with my Mummy. Then we went to the jewelry store and I bought a new pendant. Right or wrong, buying something sparkly always makes me feel better when I am down. Then we went to the park. Pics to follow. I hung out with zdraco that evening. We had dinner and played chess (he won! :/ ) and then we watched Identity. Love that movie

Friday 062405 I went to Terry's funeral with the people from work. It was sad as fuck. Went back to work and finished out the day. Decided that I didn't want to go out. Came home and vegged.

Saturday 062505 I did very little. I lay around in the yard on the swing next to the pond. I probably napped. It was lovely. bobbyboy183 came over around 7 and we talked for a few. Went and picked Phillippe up and went to Duke's for some dinner. Went and saw Land of the Dead. As previously stated, it was THE SUCK! Went downtown to Stallions. I hid down in the bar with Brian. Didn't feel much like dancing, but I was glad to be out instead of home moping.

Sunday 062605 I ran some errands. Vegged some more. bobbyboy183 and Phillippe and Tony and Jim came over to watch QAF. Always fun.

Monday 062705 I worked and then picked faerilfae and hlfpnt and we all went to Josie's bar. That was awesome. We had some fries and drinks and talked about EVERYTHING. They are smart girls and have many interesting things to say. It was excellent. I hope they are up for hanging out regularly...once a week or so. I enjoy being around them both.

More soon.

10:59pm: Pics from the park with Phillipe on 062305:

"Death awaits you all with nasty big pointy teeth...."
Phillippe is silliness. I think he needs an icon from this pic for his LJ....
Geese
They REALLY mean "No Swimming". This was inside one of the rental boats. But simmilar signs were posted everywhere...

The Dead Collector: Bring out yer dead.
Large Man with Dead Body: Here's one.
The Dead Collector: That'll be ninepence.
The Dead Body That Claims It Isn't: I'm not dead.
The Dead Collector: What?
Large Man with Dead Body: Nothing. There's your ninepence.
The Dead Body That Claims It Isn't: I'm not dead.
The Dead Collector: 'Ere, he says he's not dead.
Large Man with Dead Body: Yes he is.
The Dead Body That Claims It Isn't: I'm not.

Phillipe and I did debate awhile over wether the guy was dead or passed out. When we walked back, he had moved. Or someone had moved his dead body...

9:45am: Sunday was QAF night. Was a pretty good episode. New guy is FUCKING HOT! Yum.

Monday I stopped over at Josie's bar. The Dirty Egyptians were there, so I hung out with them and they got toasted and I got a light buzz and we acted lame and it was fun. Those boys crack me up.

Last night I went to Josie's for girlie game night. Played Cranium. We lost. The game took 8 years because of smoke breaks and cell phones. I was slightly cranky, but I managed not to choke anyone, so I think I showed amazing restraint. ;p

Was exceeding the speed limit on the way home. 63 in a 45. Got pulled over. Obtained speeding ticket. Looked at the cop like he was retarded the whole time. Did not attempt to get out of speeding ticket.

Frankly, I could give a fuck. I'd rather pay the $151.00 than do some lame dance, trying to make up excuses as to why I was speeding. Just give me the fucking ticket so I can speed the rest of the way home. I know the speed limit, I know I shouldn't be exceeding it, I'm going to do it anyways. I'm not going to cry to get out of it. I'm not going to get mad at the cop. It's surprising to me how little I cared, though. More on that later, under depravedangel. Ohhhh gonna get all philosophical and shit. BOO YEAH. *dance dance dance*

8:46am: Friday night Josh flaked on hanging out, so I watched Requiem for A Dream. It made my head hurt and I doubt I will ever watch it again. But it was pretty damn awesome.
Saturday evening drove to NJ to see the Patriots play. Aunt Lyn won a corporate box and had the event catered. We had the best seats in the place. The box right next to ours had a foul ball. Everyone got a wee bit buzzed and ate and hung out and the game was great. The Patriots won 4-2 over Lancaster. Mikayla was happy, hamming it up for the camera. The mascot visits all the boxes, so she got to have her pic taken...
You can't see from this angle, but the Ump had a square butt!
This is our view from the box seats. Except for the netting, it's perfect. I guess the netting is kinda necessary, though.
Princess Kayla
Nikayla and Gavin with Sparkee and General Admission
Mikayla the ham
The kids with the mascots again

I had a blast. It was a perfect evening and we had great seats and my Uncle was getting buzzed and the kids had a great time. It was my first ballgame since high school and their stadium is really nice. All new and shiny. Would love to go again, even w/o the box seats.

9:10am: Yesterday I left work early and Phillip and I had some food and then went to see Batman Begins. IT WAS FREAKIN COOL! I liked it muchly. After that, we to Starbucks and had some coffee. bobbyboy183 came over after work. We went over to Stallions to see grey_mouser_ since it was his birthday and he was bartending. Saw the amateur strip competition. Not really the kind of guy that I find attractive, but it was kinda fun anyways.

I laughed a good bit and that is always excellent.

They always have drawings after the stripping. Phillip won a porno! It's called "Packers"! LOL! That was hilarious.

11:55pm: Sunday 050105 was the first "Beer and Misery" Sunday with grey_mouser_. It was excellent. We sat at Neptunes and drank and sulked. I felt better after.
Monday 050205 I went to Josie's bar and I was hanging out with these 2 guys, one I had met before. We drank beer and a drink called the Pink Fury and they quoted Napoleon Dynamite almost as much as bobbyboy183 and I do. I walked into the bar grumpy. When I left, they had me laughing my ass off. Those guys rocked.
Tuesday 050305 I dunno what I did.
Wednesday 050405 I went to Josie's bar and home.
Thursday 050505 I have no idea what I did.
Friday 050605 I went to Josie's bar after work with bobbyboy183. We had food and drinks and he left to go to Stallions. I stayed a bit longer and came home. Was tired.
Saturday 050705 I worked in the yard all day. Went out with bobbyboy183 to Stallions. Was fun.
Sunday 050805 was family day. We had Mother's Day dinner at Buca Di Beppo in Allentown. Was awesome. Have pics. Will post laters. Went out with all the bar peoples to the Berry and to Neptunes. Was supposed to be "Beer and Misery" Sunday. There was lots of beer. Not much misery. Everyone seemed happy but me. Woot.
Monday 050905 I worked. I got promoted. Go me. I went to the movies after work with bobbyboy183 and grey_mouser_ and hlfpnt and Rachel and Barry and jc22pa. We saw House of Wax. It was okies. We also went to the mall and target before the movie. Those guys are funny in the store.
Today 051005, I had Fag/Hag Day with bobbyboy183. It was freakin awesome. We didn't so anything really special, just walked around and talked and had lunch and drove around and acted dumb and had ice cream, but I felt great when we were done. I needed a day like that so badly. It rocked my freakin socks.
After that, I watched part of Garden State and then went over to Josie's for beading. More on that later.

12:42am: Sunday after I got home from Atlantic City, I immediately crashed as it was quite late and I was tired as fuck. Didn't even unpack.
I could have gone to work Monday, but I was feeling all weird and restless and I thought that cleaning my place and organizing would help. It did, as always. I cleaned and laundried and organized, and took down all the red/brown/goldie linens/curtains/sheets from autumn/winter. Busted out and washed all the white/light linens/curtains/sheets/ and put them up for spring/summer. Now it looks like summer in my bedroom. Mother Nature has decided to screw us all like little bitches and make it cold and rainy. But it LOOKS like summer in my room. Put up the lighter, summery paintings and such. bobbyboy183 punked out on movies, so I went up to see Josie for awhile as I could not stand being home any longer.
Hung out a bit, came home, wrote in the paper journal. Beat on the heavy bag awhile. Went to sleep.
Today I worked. Yay.
Then I went over to Josie's house for girlie beading night. Made some for me and her. She made some for her and me. We fixed one of her necklaces that had broken. Came home. I must have had some pent up aggression because I think the heavy bag was crying a little when I got done with it tonight. Wrote in the paper journal. Realized that if I did not update the life events in this journal that I would forget them in a day or 2. (You can see in the last post that I already forgot what I did last Tuesday). Fucking sad. I think I have it on my calendar. Will fix laters.
I hate that I forget events and people, names, etc. I always remember facts. Always forget events and people.
I gotta quit listening to Jeff Buckley. I gotta dye my hair. I got mad blonde roots, yo. I gotta get my ass to bed or I won't make it through the day tomorrow....

12:33am: Tuesday I don't know what I did. Weds I left work a little early and went to pancaque's house. We had some sushi and went to Josie's bar for awhile. He went to karaoke, but I was tired as hell, so I made it an early night. I miss that nasty hefer. Was glad to see him for a few hours. We talked about a bunch of stuff over sushi and he helped clarify a few things for me. The boy can be quite wise at times.
Thursday I went for a drive after work. Took the long way home, cut down 22 past the Gap and through Annville. Then I decided that in addition to my TWO online journals, I needed to have a physical journal in which to scribble the nonsense that my brain spews forth. So I went all the way back up Railroad to 22 again and hit Borders. I got a plain black, lined book with a black band that keeps it shut. It has a nifty little folder and fits nicely in my purse. I have been writing daily and hence the lack of doing so here. Been busy thinking and stuff. Scary.
Friday I went to Josie's bar and bobbyboy183 met me for a little bit before he went to work at Stallions. Chris B. and some of his friends were there. They bought me shots. ALOT of shots. And beer. I was one toasty little bitch. So we went back to Chris' house and played darts. Well, Chris passed out and the rest of us played darts. I came in 2nd out of 3 players. I RAWK!!! BOW BEFORE MY DARTNESS!!! Came home late and crashed hard.
Saturday was the Atlantic City trip. I have pics! I gotta do up a post with the pics once I edit them. I don't feel like it tonight, so I'll just backdate the damn thing, so the old LJ is chronological and shit...

9:03am: Sunday I chilled and did a bunch of planting and yard work stuff. Was tired, so I lay in the hammock with the pups and took a nap. Lazy Sundays make me happy. Had a barbecue with yummy burgers. Phillip IM'ed me from work, so I told him to come over after. He brought Finding Neverland and we watched it and I thought it was great. He also brought a ton of beer and left it all at my place. Do you want it back, Phillipe?
Phillip is sweet and lets me stick my feet behind his back when we sit on the futon to keep them warm. He doesn't glare at me or anything. The sign of a great gay boyfriend...uncomplaining foot warmer. LOL!
Made it a fairly early night to catch up on the sleep I miss on the weekend.
Work was rough yesterday. Mondays are always bad, but we are so behind and I feel all this pressure to catch up and I can't because I just don't have the fucking time.
Went over to Josie's bar after. I had called Chris because I gave him the wrong impression with something I had said over the weekend. I wanted to clear it up. I run my mouth way too damn much. It's just that when I am around the gay boys, we talk a bunch of smack. I guess I need to not do that around everyone. Anyways, it was all cool and he was hanging out with his friend Jen, on Derry, which is exactly where Josie's bar is located. So they came down and hung out and had a few drinks with me. Good stuff. I had fun.
Came home and beat on the heavy bag for awhile. Lay in bed and stared at the ceiling and listened to Jeff Buckley for awhile. That man had an amazing voice. Damn near makes my heart ache and I didn't think I had a heart anymore...

9:24am: So yesterday just rocked my fucking socks. I get to work. Pretend to work for 20 minutes. They shut the building down because we had no water pressure (i.e. toilets won't flush and essential things like that). So I got paid for 8 hours. Woo me! I called bobbyboy183 and Phillip and Matty Z. Matty Z agreed to meet me at Riverside at 1:45. So I hit the liquor store, bought the biggest bottle of tequila that they had, blueberry schnapps (Josie likes blueberry w/ cranbery juice), and a bottle of Fire Water. Hit the gas station and comic book store so I could set up a box.
Came home, played with the pups awhile. Met Matty Z. on the deck at Riverside at 2. We had a great lunch, chatted, drank a few beers. Then we decide to get into shots. Moved down to the bar on the deck. Drank some carrot cakes. Prairie fires. Tic Tacs. More beer. Tipsy at this point as smjayman will tell you as I was sending him drunken texts. I used Matty Z.'s phone to send bobbyboy183 beautiful things, such as, "I want to eat your nuts." and the like.
Chris showed up and had a few. We then decided to go for Chinese on Front Street. So Chris drove us as Matty Z. and I were at the giggly annoying drunk phase. bobbyboy183 met us at the Chinese buffet place. Finished there and went to Josie's bar. It's now 8:30. Have some beer. bobbyboy183 left to go to work at Stallions. Hung out with Matty Z. and Chris and sobered a little. Then they took me back to my car and I came back to Josie's.
Talked to Chris B. and he came over to the bar. Drank another prairie fire and a few more beers. It was prolly 11 or so at this point. Chris keeps talking about playing darts and I have never played darts. I remind him that it's prolly not a very good idea to give someone like me sharp objects when I am SOBER, let alone toasted. But whatever. He lives close to the bar and I couldn't have driven yet, so we went back and played darts. He lives with his brother. I cleaned the floor with them!!! Woots!!!!
I am now quitting my job to become a Darts Shark.
The 2 previous posts were texted from my phone. I updated them with the location details.
I got home at 2AM. I started drinking around 2PM. This was my first 12 hour drinking binge ever! I worked 20 minutes, on a Friday, which was a payday, sunny, gorgeous, cool. Plus I got paid to do it! You can't plan days more perfect than yesterday. When things are planned out, someone will invariably fuck them up. Yesterday was just all spontaneous and it was fucking awesome. I went to bed completely content. :)

8:17pm: I worked an early shift at work yesterday so that I could attend pancaque's surprise 30th birthday party. We had such a freakin blast. I didn't know that bitch had so many friends, first of all. Everyone brought alcohol. Woot!
That little bitch had no idea what was going on. So he was SURPRISED!!!! We were all trying to hide in that hefer's kitchen. LOL! Good times!
We ate some and drank some and gave Dan spankings some. I love my friends. They make me laugh like a farkin hyena....
Decorations and Misc.
The Fag Flamingos
The board of pics and stuff
Dan's cake. Nearly set the fucking house on fire...
Dan and Mary's boobie
The spanking pics... Tom is in the chair, Dan is on his lap. Each pic will just state the name of the other various people...
Dan and Tom
Kara
Mary
Matt (fisting Dan)
Phillip
Shannon and Grendel
Steve and Mary
Dan's wet ass, after being sodomized by Mary and Steve's beer bottles...
The insane pinata pics...
Mary + bat = BAD IDEA
Mary again
Chad
Mary & Jonny
That bitch is scary when armed!

11:22am: I felt pretty icky all day Friday. Josie left me a message right before I left work b/c she was having an asthma attack and needed her meds at work. So I left work, went to her house, got her meds and dropped them off for her at the Grill. I took one look at all the happy people having fun at the bar and quickly decided that I wasn't in the mood. I came home and vegged. Moped a bit. Went to bed fairly early.
Yesterday I worked on a little project in the morning. Watched Napoleon Dynamite for the 80th or so time. Vegged some more and tried not to think about stuff. That worked out REAL well.
Last night Phillip and Dan picked me up around 10. Went back to Phillip's place. Witnessed drama. Left for Stallions around 11. bobbyboy183 was out with us. Was fun, kinda slow for a Saturday though. Had some drinks, made Dan do some blow jobs with me, and danced. I always feel better after a few shots. We stayed till around 1:45 or so and the boys dropped me at home.
Was good to get out of the house for awhile. I am glad Phillip called me or I would have just stayed home and moped more. I don't really like the mopey me, so this was much better...